And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss
Schoolyard conversations taken to heart
And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not

I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss

Amazing how life turns out the way that it does
We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love

I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss

Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now
Is it over how hey, hey, it's not over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first love
Till you're lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide
I wanna be your last, first kiss for all time

I haven't been blogging much lately because of school and assignments for the past two weeks. So here's a list of random things.

1 There's practically no more school
2 My law exam is next week
3 I have money from CNY, the hardest thing is to keep it
4 Got into the finals for the Impressario Vocal Group Competition!
5 My idea of family is slowly shifting in my head.
6 I'm going to eat healthier (less fried food and more veggies)
7 And go walking/running too
8 Watched beautiful creatures (:
9 Spent valentines day in clubroom with JM, Bryan and Danial and watched a horror movie
10 Finally learnt how to sing with emotion (awwww yeahhhh)
11 I'm going to learn some self-control
12 I will get my shit together
13 Spent a hour sitting on a bench at the platform of City Hall MRT talking to the boy about love
14 MY PARENTS GOT ME A MACBOOK FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
15 It honestly keeps slipping my mind that my birthday is coming omg.
16 I need to study
17 I'm done with presentations (:
18 I will miss the Ching Chongs so badly
19 I'm having a picnic with the gang tomorrow!
20 I've decided to be happy
21 Tomorrow's my special day and this is my favourite number.

I'll miss tonight.

When you told me that kissing me felt like the first time we ever did, six months ago.

When we shared an earpiece, held each other and danced to the Civil Wars on the train platform.

The first talk in a long time about our fears for the future. We've been seeing each other everyday but we haven't really been there. After so much shit this week a long talk with you feels like home.

My heart feels full. It's swelling with happiness and I finally feel alright in a long time.