It's like the end of a horror movie when the lead character comes out alive and breathing after going through so much shit. That pretty much sums up how I feel right now. We're past the deadlines and the sleepless nights. I have about 6 weeks of freedom suddenly thrust onto my shoulders. And there are a thousand things that I wanted to do but couldn't because of school and projects. So I made a list of the most important things I want to do during the holidays.

9 things I must do before I have my freedom viciously ripped away from me again. 

1 Outings (HP exhibition, Sentosa, USS)
2 More covers
3 Find a job
4 Get new clothes
5 Write. Write. Write.
6 Read 7 books
7 Watch 10 meaningful movies
8 Have a little more control over my heart
9 Lose weight

I always cringe when I say that I want to lose weight. It's a terrible secret I feel like no one should know. One, because it never happens. Two, because it feels like I'm just giving into society's idea of beauty. Three, because it somehow means that I don't love myself enough right now.

Sigh. Woes of being a chubby girl.