Made a cup of milk tea.

I microwaved a glass of already hot water with a teabag submerged and of course, the whole thing bubbled over and made a mess in the microwave. I am a storm in the kitchen. Not the good kind of storm. I'm the bad kind, the kind that destroys everything.

But I fixed it.

♥

So I've finally decided that I will not let this negativity overwhelm me and ruin what I have in front of me. Everytime I think of you, I get happy. Everyone needs a person they can count on who just knows when things are not okay. You're that person. And I know that you'll always do your best to get to what's eating away at my heart and then try to chase it away.

"Understand, that god wrapped you like a bow." 

I always have my back turned on tomorrow. I keep glancing back at the past, yours and mine. I know I shouldn't but the past has a greater pull than the future. I think it's because the past is real and all the future ever will be is a faraway possibility. But if you have a good imagination, anything can happen right?

I am ready for this, ready to take the bull by the horns (get it? *nudgenudge*). I know you're not ready to tell me what I want to hear but it's okay. I've never had much faith but I believe in this. And maybe you do deserve better than me, but you're still here. You picked me. So I am going to give you my best and love you as much as I possibly can.

That means less psychotics, less neuroticism, less anger, less jealousy.
A little more hope, more understanding, more control, more compromise.

I'm going to shed my troubles and worries.
Hold my breath and take a leap of blind faith.