I resent the fact that there are things I cannot enjoy at this very moment.

Like watching the moon from the banks of a river somewhere in Europe. Granted, it's random. But the moment the thought passed my mind, my heart ached for it. It's 6am in the morning and I'm longing to be somewhere other than where I am now.

I'm wondering whether it's romantic to want to have you all to myself. I'll steal you away and hide ourselves from the world in a cosy little cottage somewhere far from here. I'd wake up beside you everyday and we'd take turns making each other breakfast. Then we'd laze around in bed all day. Or I would. And you would hate that because you'd wanna get up and actually do something.

Now that it's all typed out, it sounds borderline psychotic. Ha.

I lost my wallet in school on friday /: Deep down inside, I really believe that someone will return it to me on monday. But I know that this is life and life is cruel and pisses even on honest people who work hard to make a living. And I'm not even a good person so maybe I won't get it back at all. No harm in hoping right?

Danial bought milk tea for me afterwards to console me and bought me a train ticket home. Plus, he tried to give me $10 so I would have money for food if I needed it but I declined. And he surprised me by lending me his camcorder! So at least the night ended off on a good note.

I wish all the karma points I've racked up could help me now.

That said, it's been a terrible two weeks of school but I'll get my shit together and good things will happen. There's so much to be done right now. And I will get them done. I really don't want to let my group down. And I feel rather lonely recently.

Oh yeah, I'm damn excited about this! It's been a week of exercising and eating healthily that I managed to lose 3kg D: holy bliddy hell. But it's probably just water weight and not actual fats so I have to keep going. Baby steps, bitches. And I'm buying sport shoes tomorrow so I can finally run properly (:

A random blogpost deserves a random end off.

5 is a really pretty number.